so hard to seek pleasure
lie
commit.
so hard to go wrong
understand
is a long, exhausting fatigue
an endless complaining.
so hard to get drunk
senses
ignore
that effort, we think.
so hard to betray
be
is a long, exhausting fatigue
a little 'how to die.
There will be another output
a secret door
there will be another kind of life
in another universe
unknown and remote
my copy, my double
practical help to those who
works for me
who cover me away
who I will pave the way
to reach the stars
What an effort a friend
a woman
obey
Meets Mother
need
humble
is a long grueling effort
but I will not bore you.
What an effort in the gym
to know the
to diets
appear
care
struggling with sex
is a long grueling effort
a complex problem.
There will be another way
not so challenging
to feel more free and alive
that so ill-treated
lose weight and substance
always in the race with time
an endless race.
And I do not always go
and reach the goal
prefer to sleep and my impatience
totally prevented science.
Plus you do not help me
more you refuse me
I here just breaks my heart
hoping it's love
for now I rest
you think about us
give to this effort a sense
or will not see me ever again
